So I went to OLD NAVY today

Apr 30, 2009

I am trying not  to shop but....I thought it would be nice to have a few new summer shirts.  Nothing too expensive just a few to carry me through until surgery or immediately after.  I start out at OLD NAVY.  I bought two shirts that I had to talk myself into in the dressing room.  saying things like-
" I don't look that big"  or "f I put on a shrug with this my arms won't look so big", so these thoughts and "MAN this is gonna look soo good after surgery"  prompted me to buy too shirts that I look terrible in.  So I will take them back to the store along with the little summer dress I bought at WalMart, back today.  BUMMER. 

Did I also mention I am gaining weight.  That would make sense if something had changed in my diet, but ... it hasn't.  So I am getting fatter,  my clothes are getting tighter, and I am just waiting to finish my last three months with a nutrionist so I can have my VSG!

Question to my OH family-  Did any of you feel like you were mourning food in the months before the surgery?
Like you better eat it now- you can't have it soon?

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