Old eating habits creeping back--HELP!!

I need serious help.I had my lap rny on 9/23/03,-66lbs from 323.I'm loosing a little slower than some post ops, but i'm loosing. I need advice on how others have delt with old eating habits. The act of having your body surgically altered would be enough to scare most people straight as far as eating is concerned--NOT ME!! I'm starting to graze and sneak in sugar(it doesn't bother me). I want to constantly eat.I'm not eating anywhere near what i used to, but I can see I'm heading for failure and I'm terrified!!!I have seen the post "just because you can eat it doesn't mean you should" many times, I know this.Just like everyone on this site I knew it before surgery and just like everyone else I needed this surgery because I couldn't control myself. I just really need some help from anyone out there that has conquered thier old habits. I am SCARED TO DEATH that I will fail.I'm not sure I should share this, but I am almost suicidal in my thinking because if I can't do this after surgery-what's the point?! Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks for listening.

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