Describe your behavioral and emotional battle with weight control before learning about bariatric surgery.

I've struggled with my weight starting in puberty. As many obese people, I've tried countless diets and exercise regimens. I've lost hundreds of pounds, only to gain it all back plus some. I'm 39 and currently weigh more than ever. I'm 5'7" and weigh 347 pounds.

What was (is) the worst thing about being overweight?

There are so many "worst things" about being overweight. I can't play with my kids. I don't feel attractive. My joints always hurt. I have no energy or motivation. I suffer depression and anxiety. I feel worthless, hopeless and helpless. I don't feel like anybody loves me because I cannot truly love myself the way I am.

If you have had weight loss surgery already, what things do you most enjoy doing now that you weren't able to do before?

I have not had weight-loss surgery. I always felt like it was a copout. However, I realize now with over 200 pounds to lose, it is not possible for me to do it without the help of surgery. I'm not going to tell anybody about it but my husband, my mom, and my brother who are going to help me fund my surgery. I've opted for duodenal switch in Tijuana, Mexico. I hope to have surgery done in January or February 2014.