Tomorrow is it...

It's finally midnight and I am sitting here with my dad doing nothing. I to acknowledge this is the last full day of the old me. Tomorrow is my day for surgery. I have to take the MOM for my bowel prep and can only have clear liquids. I think I will be eating a lot of jello today! I am excited and calm but I can't guarantee I will be that way tomorrow. I have to be at the hospital at 6 am tomorrow which means I have to get up at 430...actually I can get up at 500 because I won't have the kids home.

I have to complete my final exam and a paper before 5 pm and that should keep me busy from thinking about eating period and if I am not working on those things (I always wait until the last minute) then I will try to sleep! I promised the kids I would take them to the movies tomorrow so hopefully the MOM will have done most of its damage by then. I am really looking forward to this journey. I am going to walk in that Surgical Check in in office like I am going to work...fearless.

Keep me in your prayers.

Good luck and wishing you a speedy recovery.  I am nervous I have surgery in 17 days I wish I could be a fearless as you.  Keep us posted on your progress and I added you as a friend.

Trust me, I was and still get the urge to have panic attacks! When I went to the PREP class (day before surgery class), I felt a little more at ease. I am a big jokester so I just kept making jokes and kept everyone laughing which eased my nervousness. Now I will let you know tomorrow how much at ease was once I wake up!

Very best wishes to you! I'm sure it will go great!

Thank you

  Good luck to you and your family during this big change, who would have thought it would be scary to become skinny?!!  I have lost only 31 lbs but it's already a whole new world.  Prayers are with you both!

Thank you

I wish you all the luck in the world with your surgery!  I am having mine in a week!  You and I are at the same weight!  Maybe we could be pen pals throughout this journey.  If you are interested, you can email me at [email protected]

Hugs and lots of prayers!

Ramona

Thanks and I don't mind.

Hiya ...your surgery will go just great, i'm keeping you in my prayers. See you on the other side! Take care x