im so glad this is here

im so glad i found ths messege bord im at the end of my rope i want to die every time i think im ok living with this somthing new is taken from me im in fertil 300 lbs with skinny legs big belly and almost no boobs have hair All the places i shouldent so not only is it torcher to shop but i cant even shop at layn bryant because every thing has to be well covered and just recently my hair is falling out the one thing i have depended obn as my sign of femanenity i could say ok my hair is pritty thats enough i have never had a boy friend or dated i just feal like im not alive and im falling apart can any one relate?