Bad bad me.
I'm not sure what to say to you here. Looks like you acknowledge and recognize that this was wrong. I just want to stress how potentially dangerous this was. Your stomach is not ready for that at all.
As for sipping water while eating, that is likely why you could do that, though, with me, at two weeks, I would have puked if I got even a tiny portion of that down and water wouldn't have done anything to help.
Simply put, don't do this again. You risk major health problems and while not trying to lecture, it will lead to long term failure with weight loss. I wish you the best of luck and being a year out, know exactly how difficult this process is. First and best advice I can give you is never drink with meals and avoid noodles altogether for a long time. 3 months at the very least.
Clearly you know what you did was wrong, BUT DO YOU GET HOW F'ING DANGEROUS IT WAS??? Leak, popped staple line, self sabotage, weight loss failure, etc....
Knock it off, get back on track and do what you're supposed to do. 'Nuf said?
Clearly you know what you did was wrong, BUT DO YOU GET HOW F'ING DANGEROUS IT WAS??? Leak, popped staple line, self sabotage, weight loss failure, etc....
Knock it off, get back on track and do what you're supposed to do. 'Nuf said?
Don't go out to eat until you're at least to the point where you can have most things except bread and raw veggies. My husband and I are 40 days out today and went "out" for the first time today. We didn't eat in, only got take out, because the temptation of over eating and drinking while eating would still be too great.
PLEASE be careful. I'm not going to *yell* at you like everyone else, but you really have to ask yourself was this worth it? You know what got you to this place, to going to this extreme, are some noodles and such really worth ******g it away? To me, this was a very extreme thing, to have surgery to fix an eating problem, and it f-ing hurt, am I going to throw all that away on food? NO.
Eat to Live, not Live to eat.
GOOD LUCK and PLEASE be careful!