abeth76
Lack of motivation or what?
Nov 19, 2009
I think I might be not exercising today just to punish myself. I am in a fight with my sister, that she started with her attitude problem and big head, and today I just could not get myself to do anything I was supposed to do. After consideration, I think that I am still in the habit of punishing myself, which used to take the form of overeating and harsh words about myself.I had a job interview today that I am not overly confident about, plus the fact that I have to rely on my sister to take me, since my car crapped out on me. At least until I get a new car, which I can't do until I start working again. Everything relies on something that I might possibly be unable to do, This also makes me shut down and not want to clean the house and other such things, let alone exercise.
