May 11th, 2010

May 11, 2010

So I guess this is my new journal!  I'm kind of excited because I keep changing methods of logging my progress.  I am having trouble getting back on the meal plan with my surgery so close.  I did so well but have hit a wall.  I see the surgeon for my pre-op visit.. the last one :o) Hopefully in these last two weeks before surgery i will keep on my meal plan as I have previously.  Tracking my foods here is a good place for me to start.  it is so hard because I am embarrassed that I made it so far and now I am struggling with only two weeks to go!  i have not gained anything but i am not losing like I was.  Admitting that I am embarrassed and ashamed makes me feel less embarrassed and ashamed... make sense?   Haha I don't know!

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