June 8th, 2010

Jun 08, 2010

Ok so a few things I am disappointed in myself about.  First today was my last day before going back to work so i decided to sleep in rather than go to my two week post op appt!  I feel bad about  that but moving on I havent been doing well with my protein shakes and last night I had hot and sour soup instead of a protein shake.  The soup itself is good for my liquid diet but I shouldn't have sipped on that then the protein shake.  I feel like it was a way to get away with eating more with the excuse that it was less calories than the protein shake.  SO I will try my best not to do that again... i say try because you can never say never in these circumstances.  So now that's over I am so psyched at how much weight I've lost in less then two weeks.  it's amazing and I am in disbelief.  I feel the weightloss in my clothes and in the mirror a little but I still feel it doesn't show as much as it should but that is probably just in my head.  it's a funny thing though my outlook on things has improved even music sounds better.  Today I have to go buy a new bat for my five year old because we lost the old one and he's been practicing with a stick.  I am so proud of him and his first T-ball practice is tomorrow.  I also got a letter from his school and his pre-school graduation is the 22nd... hope I don't cry... haha I never thought I'd b "that mom" but I think I totally am.  I was on the verge of tears when he gave me a rose on mothers day when I picked him up from school.  Now I have to go and reschedule my post op appt... *sigh*

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