6 Days till Surgery

Jun 22, 2010

I have been looking at before and after pics for days now, really they are what have kept me from backing out. I have been through the crying and worring if I am doing the right thing, then I go through the knowing I am making the right choice. lol
What an emotional roller coaster!

I see all the pics of people that are heavy and look so unhappy, and I know how that feels. You dread the thought of looking at your real self, not sure if everyone does this but in my mind I have a picture of myself that is not real. Heavy but not FAT, like I really am............... Does that make me crazy?  Then I run my mouse of the pics and see the after shots, everyone smiling and looking great and hopefully feeling better about themselves. I am proud of them and for them........

Then the answer comes to me.........I want that for myself!

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