AngieSue
Feeling disappointed in myself :(
May 03, 2010
in September of last year I fell and broke my ankle and pulled all the tendons in my foot, so for 9 weeks I was down with that and during those 9 weeks I am sad to say I have gained weigh and I just dont like the way I look.. I just feel *fat* gosh I hate that word.. My new husband and my kids all say I look great but I just dont feel it.. After my surgery I got down to 105lbs and everyone said I looked sick.. I thought I looked great :0) I gained some lbs back and @ 125lbs I felt good was wearing a size 4 and loving it.. Now after being "down" with the broken ankle I am up to 148lbs. and I feel horrible.. I think maybe something is going on inside my tummy is upset all the time, I have a hernia and was scheduled to have surgery a yr ago but my iron was so low Dr. said no way he could do surgery.. so I had infusions and my iron was getting back up, but I havent had it fixed yet. any way I just feel horrible and wasnt sure what exactly is involved in a revision surgery and what is the reasons for having one.. anyone have any words of wisdom or just thoughts if you have gained a little weight back and don't feel "pretty"...
