Less than 48 hours to go

Jul 17, 2011

and I'm getting nervous and anxious.  I know it's the right thing to do and I know I must go through with this for a better life.  But it's such a drastic measure.  Why can't I just lose the weight without the surgery?  I suppose I can and I have and I did.  But the weight found me again and I just can't lose it for good.  Even this surgery is no quick fix.  I must work the program and use this tool to keep me on the right track to better health.  I pray that all goes well and that the surgeon and his team are at their best for me.  I have a lot at stake here.  My son needs me to return to him the same way...just for the better.  So now I will be Better Mia from this day on! 

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