1 week to go

Jan 18, 2012

well I have one more week till I am sliced open, well I guess more like punctured lol.  The liquid diet is manageable and not only that I can do it all on the go.  Laundry is all done, closet is almost all organized, now its just the storage room finale.  I am proud of myself for getting all of this done, mind you I should have had it done ages ago, but I am not focusing on the should haves, just what I am doing now.  My mom was right I do feel more calm when I get home and am able to relax, and I will feel that more so when all the garbage is out and the house is emaculate.  ha ha that won't last very long but I can at least have a starting point to go from and that was the whole goal in the first place.  I had a friend recently that mentioned to weight the short term gain versus the long term goal.  I think I may have been short sighted a lot and not seeing what will happen in the future.  my short term goals will be small- 5 lbs or so bi-weekly, long term 200 lbs lost.  My short term gain will be that little happiness that I have lost weight not concentrating on the fact that I have so much more to go.  Long term gain, a fantastic body that I worked hard for and new clothes and a new feeling of self and of me!  maybe I should have this tattooed on me somewhere so that I remember that everyday when I can taste all the old foods that I still love but know that I must break up with for a short time to get my long term goal met.  on the bright side only another week and a bit with this stupid cross match bracelet, thank god its a red shade or this would look very wrong on me and stand out even more than it already does, but I think that's in my head.

JJ

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