Is feeling blessed and stressed

May 26, 2010

I got my surgery date!!! I am feeling so blessed that this dream is becoming a reality!!! But also stressed because of the huge amount of things that seem to be going on in my life right now along with the finacial burden of co-pays due. I am also freaking out since I have not lost ANY weight and am parranoid that when I go in for my pre op visit I will have gained and my surgeon will post-pone the date! How do people handle stress with out eating!! I have been doing my best but find myself so mean and angry and can snap in the drop of a hat! I need to just stay strong take deep breaths and keep the faith!! Everything has gone relativly smooth so far so I just need to do the best I can to keep it going. My Pre-Op visit and 2,100 is due Fri June 4th and then the BIG LIFE CHANGING DAY is FRI JUNE 18th!!!!!

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