Depressing but yet so motivating....

Dec 07, 2009

I am not able to physically do the things I once could do and it is so dang depressing and quite embarassing. We just moved and it really took a toll on me. I find myself getting so frustrated with my fatness. I can hardly walk, stand, bend, etc without excruiating pain in my back and knees. I find myself sitting down to do everything. I would have never thought I would have gotten myself into this situation. I guess I have been in severe denial for the past few years, thinking I wasn't as big as I really am. I truly can not wait until I have my VGS. I want my life back! 

OH and my OH friends keep me so motivated. It is so nice to know that other people TRULY know how I feel, Which is kinda of down right now.....

I know that February is just around the corner and I need to be patient! I have decided to start my "cut backs and stops" in January, cut back on my portions and stop my Dr.Peppers. (that is going to be SOOOOOO HARD. I think I have been drinking DP since I was an infant! 

Thanks for listening.....hugs! 

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