new year, new me

Jan 03, 2010

 Here it is the third day of January, 2010. I weighed this morning and I'm up 2.5 pounds from Christmas eve.......I can not begin to tell you how tired I am of being fat, fighting weight, being me in general.

A lady I work with had the surgery one month before I did and has lost 121 pounds so far while I have only lost 70. Its had me depressed for two days. I'm happy for her, but wheres MY drastic loss? I've yet to experience that. I want to be in the over 100 pound loss club so badly. My goal was to be there by new years, but it didnt happen. I keep hitting plateaus and depression.

My goal is to buckle down even more and get to the gym ALOT more. Heres to making that happen in 2010

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