Does losing weight mean I am losing my mind?

Jan 03, 2011

I just had a conversation with my ex husband that brought me to tears.    We have been divorced for four years.  Divorced physically, but maybe not totally emotionally.  He cheated, once, twice, three times.  Enough.  I think guilt kept him reliable enough to be a better ex husband than husband.  Recently, I met someone.  Nothing serious.  More physical than ...  No that is bull shit. But that is what I told my ex.    I have not fully evaluated the situation because new boyfriend  knows nothing about me weighing 271 pounds.  All he knows is me now.  Granted, I am 5'81/2 " so I still don't look as heavy as I am.  I am also very active NOW.  I am not comfortable enough to tell either ex husband or new  boyfriend the truth about everything.  I should be really furious with my ex husband.  But I have gotten over that.  I love the fact that new boyfriend doesn't know my issues.  He has made several comments about appreciating Real women.  I am skeptical.  Woe is me.

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