cleach1972
Surgery on Monday morning at 7:30 am...
Dec 02, 2011
I have been calm until about 5 minutes ago. I feel like I'm about to freak out.
I have a busy weekend so that will keep my mind occupied but I'm feeling a bit weepy right now. 
I know I'm making the right decision but I'm pretty wired right now. I have faith and confidence in my surgeon its just going into the unknown that's getting to me. I asked my surgeon during my pre op visit if I was the biggest patient he had operated on and he assured me that I wasn't and then he told me that if he felt I wasn't a good candidate he absolutely WOULD NOT operate on me. Last night as I was cooking dinner my 13 yr old son and I was talking and he said he was excited about the surgery but was nervous that I wouldn't wake up. That made me sad and I assured him that I had the top surgeon at Vanderbilt University Hospital and for the first time since I decided to have surgery I had a tinge of doubt. But staying super morbidly obese is even scarier soooo with that being said I guess I'm gonna pull it it together and get this party started...lol 
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About Me
62.5
BMI
Surgery
12/05/2011
Surgery Date
Aug 27, 2011
Member Since
Before & After
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March 2011
589 lbslbs
November 2012, Total loss 206 lbs
383 lbslbs
