guess it's been awhile

Feb 20, 2011

Much has changed since the last time I wrote anything on here, like 5 months ago.  Still the same size physically, nothing really ever changes there, but now I'm working full time.  That alone is a major undertaking everyday.  Not loving the job and can't wait to be able to move on, just biding my time and trying to trudge through each day.
The good news is:  Because of said job, as of February 1st, I now have better health insurance than before.  AND, the best part about the health insurance I have now is that my bff, who had wls in march 2010, had her surgery covered under the same insurance I'm now on!  
So....I have an appointment with Dr. Gange on March 4th and I am scared shitless.  Not exactly sure why I'm so afraid of this whole process, just everytime I think about going to that appointment, I feel pretty panicky.  Probably it's just fear of the unknown, fear of changing old habits and having to really fix everything that's wrong with my lifestyle.  Time now to attempt to focus on the eventual outcome, a thin, beautiful, healthier me! 

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