Feeling Uncomfortable

Mar 23, 2010

Today, I went to an event to represent my job.  A lot of the people there had not seen me in a while.  when I walked into the door I had about several people to surround me saying that I lost a lot of weight and how did I do it.  Now, i am not asshame of the gastric bypass but I did not feel comfortable at that moment telling all those people I had surgery.  I just told everyone that I changed my eating habits and I exercise everyday which is true.  (well I exercise almost everyday LMAO)  I was feeling so uncomfortable that I was trying to get to my table and sit down so no one could see me, but of course I had a couple of them to follow me to the table and still ask me 50 questions as if they were trying to trip me up and wanted me to say surgery.  Again, I was not embarass to say I had surgery because I feel that even with surgery you have to do a lot of work like eating right and exercising.  However, I think it is a time and place for everything and telling all those people who I don't really talk to but every now and again was not my choice. 

This also made me think that am I becoming uncomfortable with my body changes.  I love the way I am starting to look but have anxiety when I get people saying I look nice.  I need to start going to the support groups through my dr. office.  Maybe that will help some. 

well off to go and thry to do some workout for today.

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