Diva70
Drama should be my middle name...
Dec 08, 2010
A lot has happened since i last wrote. My husband and i have seperated. I moved out on my own. I got my referral, but can't see the surgeon until January. That is all well and good, but my husband dropped me from my insurance and i am not sure if i will be able to do COBRA or get insurance from my job....let alone make sure that my new insurance covers the surgery. This is crazy. Talk about wanting to scream. I am a bit frustrated and a bit anxious. I just want to get this done and move on with my life. I am kinda stuck and trying to remain positive. I am just done. I don't care if i have to pay for the surgery out of pocket, something is about to change. I have lost about 15 lbs., but i am so tired of my mean trainer - lol. It is hard work, and the motivation will all the drama in my life has just not been there. I want the weight loss, but i am just too tired at the end of the day to get off my butt and get out there to the gym to let him kick my behind. Praying that I can get over this hump. Praying that i can continue to walk forward and not look back. Praying that i can lose at least 10 more lbs by the end of the month and praying that i can get this surgery and start enjoying a new healthier, slimmer life!
