I slacked this weekend.  I ate somethings that were off of my meal plan.  I did not eat everything in the kitchen but my Grandmother had a birthday party and it was hard for me to eat the meals on my plan.   Small victory for me was that I ate small portions and no fried food.  I ate two servings of pasta.  But that was okay.  I also ate some fast food.  But not my normal super sized meal.  I am still on track no weight gain .  But no weight loss either .   Still taking it one step at a time and no condemnation.  

Ok so yesterday I had a craving for pizza.  So I stopped by and had one slice of pizza for dinner.  I am proud of myself I did not over indulge in pizza I only had one slice. I tracked it and kept it moving. 

I decide that by any means necessary I will become fit.  I went to a consultation on 2/2/11 and I was looking at having lap band surgery.  The doctor basically told me that I was too heavy for lap band to have the desired results (A little depressing).   He let me know that RNY Gastric Bypass was what I would need to have.  I have been a little scared to have the surgery.  I know my journey will be different than anyone elses so I have to be willing to deal with any side effects.  I have to wait six months before I could even think about taking that type of time off work.  So since I need to have a journal of my efforts to lose weight.  I am starting now.  I have to eat healthy even if I do have the surgery.  So I joined a weight loss clinc to help assist me in lossing the weight and so far I am enjoying it.  Surprisingly I have been eating more food to boost my metablism and it is working out ok.  I have lost 12 Ibs so far.  If I stay on program then in six months I should be 240 Ibs.  I am taking it one week at a time.  Two weeks down 18 more to go.