ednalewis
I'm not giving up.
Sep 02, 2011
This past few months thinking about letting go.To my Life and my future plans.Life is too short...............a Friend of mind on facebook said Edna there are different ways of losing weight.I know that.......and done that......................I was like a little child waiting for Santa to bring me a brand new baby doll.............But truly never came that Christmas.I'm set on maybe to appeal write a grievous.or hope on a doctor who might make all my dreams come true.................she also said that god did not want me to have the surgery.....I know he did'nt because the doctor was not qualified to give me a revision..........there is no...experience he has.only a few lap/band and gastric bypass.with a revision he never does......................he mention also that he likes a challenge.but it was life and death..if only he was honest in the beginning.I may of found someone else.But he had to lie to his firm.that i would fail this surgery.because I had no desire too Because I was not a candidate.You see I was a woman that smoked cigarettes one after another........who stopped cold turkey.Because I wanted a new body.But All I asked for was help.Mostly all my co/worker's who had gastric bypass went back to smoking.......after i quit.2years will never go back.But I was denied the surgeryI'm The fat lady that people talk about on the street.The fat lady who has a hard time to get into a restraunt booth.The fat lady who crys herself to sleep every night.the fat lady who want a real man to hold her at night.the fat lady who thinks she is worthless and alone.the fat lady who has never really lived.who was deined gastric bypass revision Because the doctor had no experence And now that fat lady wants to live one more time...........Because I asked for help I might of found a doctor.Its up to my insurance.
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About Me
stockton, CA
Location
39.9
BMI
Apr 11, 2008
Member Since
Before & After
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its when I lost 80lb but gained it all back I'm going too lose and never gain it back
300lbs
