10 Days

Dec 07, 2009

Surgery is happening in 10 days from today. I should be happy and excited, but all I am is sad and stressed. My father died right before Thanksgiving, and I have been trying to wrap up all of his affairs. I've had very little time to focus on me and what I need to be doing to prepare, and even when I try to do that, I get overwhelmed and filled with sadness.

I was supposed to start my 2 week diet on the 4th, and I just really haven't been able to adhere to it, whether it's because I've been at my dad's cleaning it up and unable to plan meals or just because I needed some comfort. I know I'm supposed to be doing right in this two week period, and I'm mostly trying.

Today is a new day, so I can resolve to make this a good food day, I guess.

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