So yeah. . . NOW I'm nervous!

Oct 05, 2012

 I was so impressed with myself so far. I was honestly not nervous about my upcoming surgery, just purely excited about the exciting change in my life. 
HA! I took a nap yesterday afternoon and woke up with a upset stomach. I mentioned to the hubbin and he suggested it might be my nerves. No way, I reassured him. I'm not nervous at all.  He said it was my subconcious ay work ;) 
Regardless, the nerves have hit and hard! 
I'm not scared, I just don't deal well with change and I keep having thoughts like "This is my last solid food until the middle of November" or "This is my last cup of coffee for a few months"
I start my 2 day clear liquid diet tomorrow morning. 3 shakes a day, broth, SF jello, crystal light and water.  So I just have to make it through Sat and Sun, then Monday is my big day! 

On a side note, my husband is the only one aware I'm having surgery. No one else knows. Not family members or friends. It's something I just consider to be private information, but it will make the month I'm on liquids difficult logistically.  For example, my mom invited me out to lunch with her tomorrow. . . 

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