again

Sep 03, 2010

it has been almost two years since i didnt havmy surgery. i had some major lifestyle issues that im doing well with my recovery from. Ive had to do everything a second time and im a nervius wreck. my health has gone steadily down hill. im weighing around 370lbs again!! another starvation diet, illness, Im homebound. I never think i can get more depressed but last week i almost gave up. im just tired and in pain and Fat  LAMS-laugh at myself!! I have been watching youtube  videos of others WLS journeys and have felt 100% better.
I didnt intend to get on here negative please forgive i need to vent to people who understand. i get constant negative harsh critism from family and it takes a lot out of me. But Im a fighter if nothing else so I say toH--- with THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE
IVE HEARD IT 35 years so what another few months. i just wish they understood that they are 99% of why Im in the shape im in. i want to get a forum about some issues in the obese community here in my town. and i hope you all will help me with that.  Id love if someone wold mentor me this round!! I am fighting for my life and you all know what I mean.
please connect with me and help me through this round#2

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