So had my first appt in feb, right...well that was the 25th, went back in march, and ive been on these meds for a month...well flip flopps off, stepped on the scale...now ok my starting weight, and this was at my heavyest...*312*..omg im 23 and that 2 me is AwFuL! i never thought i would get to be this size..i mean it takes a tole on you..as im sure many of u know. so i stepped on tha scale...and the nurse said...wow great job...im like what? she said your down 18½ lbs...i looked at her, looked at the scale...looked back at her and i started to cry..ok i started to ball my eyes out.. i was like are umm you kidding me? honestly 18½ lbs in a month...nooo never thought that would happen 2 me..so im thinking now, okay this is going great..lol right..met with tha dr, he said ya quit smokin yet...noo sorry doc, i havent..haha only beed a month, and umm im sorry thats eayser said than done..he said ok keep doing what your doing.

next month...april, now okay i had 2 meet with the dr on march 25, right, well he said ill see ya in a month...ok well earlyest he could see me again was like the second week of aprilish, so i went in and it had only been like 15 days since i was last in there,so i go in they ask me my questions, blah blah..lol step on tha scale..flip flopps off...i was like uhh okay i know i didnt loose anything in 15days..haha ok i was wrong...i lost 8ishh lbs more than 8 but not 9 so lets call it 8½..so i was like damn...thats actually pretty good...so im now 285..im like omg this is crazy..things are starting to feel baggy, clothing wise..haha i was like yaaaay!!..i dont wanna go shoppin yet...=[haha or do i?..

So aprils come and gone...had my 23rd birthday *april 15th* now its may...april showers bring may flowers...lol my momma always said that...haha but yea had my may appt. asked tha usual, nothings changed..i did quit smoking..=] may 18th so yeah ive done really well with that..lol sucks, but ive done well.. so yeah flip flopps off...up on tha scale..278.2...i was like ohh yeah=]..lol so it was my last appt with them, then on to meeting tha surgeon..and i was like okay..cant wait right?..well other than i had 2 give up a shiiit tone of money =[ i guess i had 2...lol so yea met with them i was in the office for like ohh 2 hrs-ish so yeah...

Now we are in june...and 2days what the 5th...i have already recieve my letter from the insurance ppl.."your approved" ok great! and that was like 3 days ago..lol so i called the center, told them i got that letter, they said ok we will call u back in a few days with a date, and whatever else we need you 2 do..okay great..right? they called weds. said i have a SUGERY DATE OF JULY 12TH!!! omg right around the corner...well i know its a month away..so im like ive made it this far i can wait a lil longer...right...=]

well.....i got a call TODAY saying if there was any way possible that i could take off june 17th, and im like okay? for why? the nurse said, well we had someone who could not make it in for surgery, and im like omg are u kIddIng me! i told her, lemme give u a call back in an hour, ill make this happen, went to work, told my boss shes gonna hate me buuuuut my surgery days like ohh n 2 weeksish...

so yeah lol thats why i said i should have done this sooner...=[ haha but idk haha thanx for takin the time to read all this...if u actually did..haha....