green_glitter_eyez87
well lets see, im 23 and ive struggled with my weight all my life. and its sucked, always known as the fat chic growing up, in school it was rough, and im sure it was for you as well..and ive now decided to change my self and my life for the better.
I feel bad bc I should have joined this MoNtHs ago..but i didnt..im not even at my heavyest anymore...which was 312...and thats awful...for me it is, i never thought i would ever get that big..ever..but it did..
Ive had alot of things happen in my life that havent exactly been easy, I lost my father when i was 7yrs old to a heart attack, and i pretty much still to this day havent been able 2 get over it, and i know its been 16yrs, but i mean that was my father, and i miss him all the time. i also lost my grandfather when i was 3, but i mean i was 3 and i dont remember back that far...when I was about 14 or 15 i lost my grandmother, she had brest cancer, but she did survive from that, i dont really remember, or i dont even think i was even told how she died...then 17 i lost my very dear best friend in a car accident that was not his fault, it was the cops fault, right before senior year of high school, that was one of the worst days of my life, i fell to my knees that day, and it was awful. i hope id never have to relive that ever again. And then with in the lasy 2 years, i lost another dear friend, she had an overdose, she was only 22...so its been rough.
But on the lighter note...lol i cannot wait to start my new life....
