Hi my name is Denise I am 40 years old. I am finally ready to take control of my life. I am sick of being the big boned girl, chubby, full figured. Its time to become the person who is inside this big boned body. My surgery date is 7/30/2008 and I am ready watch out world here I come.
Well today I had my first fill and it was better than I thought, never felt it at all. I also got weighed 23 lbs total. Not to bad I guess. I need to start exercising.
Well I am into my 3rd day of the liquid diet and let me say this is pure HELL!!!!!!!!!! I am starving. I am doing all the things the Dr told me to do, and I am still Hungry. I know I am gonna get through this, but it is hard. I have a headache all the time, and I feel like I have a monster inside of me. My stomach is screaming feed me...
Well it is just about three weeks before my surgery and I finally got my husband to understand why I am getting the band. Now that he is supportive. I am getting nervous, so many questions, Will it be ok, can I do this what will i do when everyone else is eating. But I have to follow through, it will be OK. I guess everyone goes through this.