heathercross

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Im 7yrs post-op.  When you live becomes normal again, it can get tough.  I didnt see anyone on here that was more than 3 maybe 4 yrs out.  It was REAL easy back then.  Its hard now.

I was 305, I got to as low as 175 after all the PS then my body hit that equilberium of 189. I am 5'5 and 189 was good for me seeing I had had a LBL, a tummy tuck, my arms done and my boobs done as well.  I was a size 10 and very happy. 

I left Wall Street in May of 2007 to find myself, did a ton of volunteer work and then started my MBA in Jan of 2008.  Im now 230lbs.  When I left wall st in 5/07, I was 212.  But, I was still a 12, but there is something about thse 18lbs that has made me feel really fat.  Dont get me wrong, I am FAT.  Im huge.  But, the only difference here is that at 230lbs in 2001/2002 when I had the Gastric Bypass, I couldnt exercise. I exercise all the time. I walk sometimes 4-5-6 miles per day. I live in NYC and its all about walking.  I just cannot control the eating.  My eating is so out of control I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!