heathercross

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Not sure if it's bc I am eating too fast or too much but twice today, breakfast and lunch, and twice this week, everything came back up, or didn't even go down.   

 Haven’t posted in a bit. Last week was the mother of all weeks. On Monday, I got layed off. On Tuesday, after texting bf that I got laid off, he stopping calling/replying to texts hence dumping me.  On Wednesday, my mom had a manic episode that lead to a psychotic breakdown.  On Thursday, she gave away my game 5 Phillies playoff tickets which were my b-day present.  Friday, I I turned 41.  How I still managed to lose 1-2 lbs last week is purely a miracle.  While I did self-medicate on Monday evening with a 1 ½ bottles of Pinot Noir, I stopped the day and didn’t resume the self-medication.  I had a fill today, I am down to 209.  I am at 7.6 cc in my large band (14cc) and I feel really good. I’m the thinnest I’ve been since April 2007 and I am 20lbs from my 1^st short-term goal of breaking 189 and 34lbs from my surgery goal of 175.  Not sure at which point I make a 3^rd goal, perhaps once I hit 175.  It would be a dream to be 150.