HeatherLane
8 hours till surgery !!
Nov 29, 2011
Okay .. so its less than 8 hours away and ill be on the " losers bench " well, on my way itleast ! Im not very nervous .. I was pretty hungry earilier but that has gone away. After that awful stuff ive had to drink all day to clean me out , i dont want anything anyway. I really just want to go and get it over with , get pumped up FULL of pain killers ( im a big wuss haah ) and come back home. Im really hoping i dont wake up in extream horriable pain. AHHH i cant even deal .. I keep thinking " How many people wake up and think.. oh no what have i done . ive made a huge mistake " . I know im doing the right thing for me .. this has got to be the answer for me. Other than that . everything is cool. I have protein drink stuff waiting for me when i return home , plenty of vitamins. Is it horrible that im already thinking about the first time i can eat cheese again ? haha omg i love food !!
