Thanksgiving Day Blues

Nov 24, 2011

Well, my surgery was a great success.  I had my VSG on 11/22/2011.  I was kinda disappointed that when I logged onto OH, I did not have any congratulatory messages.  So, I decided to do one of my own:

CONGRATULATIONS, AND WELCOME TO YOUR NEW LIFE, SHERYL!!! 

THERE WILL BE UPS AND DOWNS BUT STAY ON TASK!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!



There.  That's better.

I am 2 days post-op.  I am COMPLETELY miserable.  My throat is sore.  I did not think I would need to come home with a JP drain, but I did.  The darn thing leaks. I finally got the idea to open one of my 2 year old's pull-ups and place it over the dressing.  Solved that problem!!!!   I think I have enough gas inside my body to fuel the entire neighborhood.  I am quite swollen, bloated and uncomfortable. Thank God for good pain meds.  I made the tragic mistake of allowing my babies to see my abdomen with 8 separate dressings and a JP drain, that was saturated with fluid. My 10 year old just could not stop crying, and my 2 year old kept telling me to put it (the drainage bulb) away.  I had to explain to my 10 year old that I was fine, and soon I will be in better control of my life and my health.  I don't think she bought this.

Now that I got the complaints off my chest, I can move on.  I am very happy I had the VSG.  I have dreams at night about wearing the smaller clothing in my closets, and moving around a lot better at Disney World next year.  I was supposed to take my girls to Disney World next month, but I changed the date to spring break 2012 because I was just not healthy enough to pull it off.  It just would not have been fair to my babies.

I read someone else's blog who was about 1 month post - op RNY.  She, too was quite miserable.  She had many unfortunate things to contend with.  I pray that she will eventually embrace her second chance at life with an uplifting attitude.  I plan to.  I know it's easier said than done, but no one is more responsible for my happiness and success in life but God and me.  I will no longer give another person, situation or meal that kind of power over me.

I love you, Sheryl - you are alright with me!

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