What's my problem?

Dec 08, 2011

I am in somewhat of a lull.  I am 16 days post - op.   I am at the pureed stage.  I am enjoying more textures.  I still feel hungry at times.  I mean, I get real live hunger pangs!  I never expected this. I am getting in all of my protein most days.  I am doing better with the water. So what exactly is my problem?
I need to stop looking at those before and after photos.  I am so happy for everyone who's lost weight.  You look simply marvelous.  I guess I am just so anxious to get there myself.  I am so distressed every time I look at my stomach.  It is still quite large. I want to go through my closet to try on some of my clothing, but I am afraid that they will still be too snug.  I was happy on Sunday, however, because I wore a dress that was given to me by my cousin.  I could not get the sleeves up, and the dress was too snug to fasten.  Now, the sleeves are looser, and the dress buttons just fine.
I think I am a little depressed.
I have a sitter coming over to watch the children tonight so that I can get some me time.  I will go to the gym, and get those endorphins flowing like a river so that I can get myself together.

I love me.

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