smoking sucks (thank god I quit)

Nov 28, 2009

Gosh I never thought that I was addicted to cigs.  I alway thought that quitting would be really easy and I thought I did not smke very much.  I considered myself a social smoker.  Then when I realized I would have to not smoke any more to have RNY.....I learned a lot about myself as a smoke and a non smoker.  First of all ...it was hard for me to quit, It did smell worse than I thought it did, tasted bad even though I used to think I smoked because I liked the taste....yuck.  I missed smoking for the first 2-3 weeks and I am about at week 6 now I dispise them.  I never thought my breathing was bad before I quit but now I can REALLY REALLY BREATHE and I sleep better.  Everything I thought I smoked for before was a a lie.  IN truth...I smoked to avoid food and to blow of steam.  I was always afraid to quit because I thought I would gain weight.  I was right but not enough to make you smoke.  WOW  Smoking ...real bad thing!!.

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