It's Been a month......

Feb 08, 2010

since I last posted.  How in the heck is everybody doing?  I've been so busy tending to the people I love, I haven't actually had time for me!  I'm serious!  I've been off work since December 9th (my mom had a heart attack on December 7th).  I was on family leave for her for two weeks and then came my surgery on December 29th.

I think I took two weeks to recuperate and then it was pretty much everybody asking me to do this and that.  My significant other has already said I've changed since the surgery!  My 18 year old daughter is getting married on May the 1st and I have no say!  He's in the military and I have never been a fan of military men - he's young too, 21 years old.  I just see her getting pregnant and hurt and not finishing school and being divorced stuck with a child while he goes off and does his own thing!  I'm not happy at all about this whole situation!  It seems like life just got worse since my surgery!

Any way enough with the venting - I do have some good news!  This morning I weighed myself (naked of course) and I weigh 225.8lbs!Honey let me tell you - I haven't weighed this less in over 12 years!  THAT'S RIGHT I SAID OVER 12 YEARS!  I'm just shocked.  I'm slowly incorporating food into my diet with chicken and tuna salad.  However, nothing tastes the same anymore.  Everything is nasty to me.  I have yet to start exercising   regulary and I know that my 6 months is vastly approaching, so I betta get on the ball.  I was thinking about trying P90X .  It looks really hard but to be honest I don't want to go to the gym and have the beautiful skinny people looking at my thighs and I don't have the money for personal trainer nor do I have the time.  So it looks like P90X is what it's gonna be!  Anybody every tried it?  Let me know.

Anyway.  That's all I have for right now.  I need to post some pictures, but to me I look the same.  I did go to Lane Bryant last night and I'm in a size 20 as opposed to a size 24 I was in before the surgery.  My clothes are falling off of me but I'm scared to purchase any outfits (I only bought one outfit last night).

OKAY LADIES & GENTLEMAN - HOLLA BACK AT CHA GIRL! 

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About Me
Augusta, GA
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36.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
12/29/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 27, 2005
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