Jessica M.
Disappointment For The Moment
Jan 18, 2012
Today I had high hopes to get my butt up and get busy. I been in a really bad funk and I punished myself by not working out and being very active.......I have been doing sooooo good with busting my butt and if I take one day to relax to spend time with my husband who I barely see. I get erally depressed and I feel like a failure and like I will wake up tomorrow 100lbs heavier. I know its just me freaking out but I cant help but freak out. Then I start to miss more days because I have a poor pitty me party. I NEED OUT OF THIS FUNK!!!
I have it in me to do this. I think its just that my hormones are just trying really hard to get back to normal. Its only been a month since I gave birth and I have my first menstral cycle which is no fun either..... I need to find my Umph!!! I have it in me, I just got to find it.
Tomorrow is a new day, no one can take that from me. Do or Dont, there is no try!!!!
