feeling down

Feb 09, 2010

 Ugghhh... all this bad weather and bulky clothes are making me feel larger than ever.  Im really bummed right now because its seems like an eternity till my operation. So many things can go wrong before then, Will I get denied by my insurance? and I getting the right documents? so much to handle. And on top of that Im dealing with haters who think Im taking the easy way out. Easy for the 130 lb 20 y/o to say!!!  Went shopping with my daughter today and was looking at clothes in 8's and 10's wondering if I could ever be that small again.. doesnt seem possible. Ive been a 20/22 for so long now, its all I know.  Im feeling very ugly today. yuk! tomorrow  will be a better day I think. 

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