I miss eating

Aug 20, 2010

I'm 18 days out now and still haven't come to the point where I feel like I like my RNY. Some people instantly love what they've done to themselves. I, unfortunately, am not one of those people.
I miss eating. I'm on stage 2 of my diet which means I can have eggs, and beans, yogurt, and creamy soups. But I want a burger! Or a bagel with cream cheese. Or a slice of pizza.
I guess I'm just in food mourning. And I still feel like, "why'd I do this???"
I'm very happy though that everything I've eaten so far has agreed with me. So I feel fortunate about that.

Next week I can introduce meat back into my diet. I'm excited and nervous. But I'm hoping that helps with my grieving over things I can't have. ... I know I'm being stupid, and I had the surgery to be healthy and live a long, active life. But I just miss my friend. 

 

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