It's Been A While....

Jan 26, 2010

I know it's been a while since I've posted. I haven't been on the website for a long time. It seems that since I've lost weight, I've been busier. I can do more. And I've been running around!

I'm coming up on my one-year surgiversary! OMGss, can you believe it?!?!? One Year! I go to my one-year check up this Thursday. In September 2008 I reached my first goal of 150. I was so psyched! Then this month I hit 140! Right now I'm at 139 and I just want to lose 4 more lbs. I think 135 would be good for me.

My son bought me a Wii Fit/Active with Balance Board for my birthday. It includes a 30-day challenge. I absolutely love it! I love being active and energetic. I still have problems with my lower back, but it seems more manageable.

I never thought that I would lose this much weight. I really thought I would get to about 175 and size 16 and be happy! Now I'm in a size 8 and wear a medium shirt! In some cases, I can wear a size 6! Oh, my!

So, why do I feel bad when I feel good about myself? Why do I feel guilty when I compare myself to other people?  It's like I'm scared to feel good - like maybe I'll gain my weight back if I'm too conceded. I just had to put that out there. Does anyone else feel bad when you find yourself looking in the mirror too much?

Well, I'm off to Step n' Sculpt tonight. Gotta firm up my "speghetti" arms!! Thanks for reading/listening!

~kat

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About Me
Stockton, CA
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23.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
02/23/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 14, 2008
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250lbs

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