STRUGGLING!!!

Mar 06, 2013

 

First off... The Positive:   So happy to have come so far along in my journey. There have been many twists and turns - some good,some not so much, but now 180lbs down from my highest weight and hardly recognize myself in old photo's.  I went back a few months ago to visit family & friends in England and walked right up to a good friend picking me up from the airport and he didn't know it was me until I spoke (lol... I actually kinda like the anonymity).   So on the Negative:   I am in a rut.... Highest weight was 405, got down to 220, then put back on 10lbs. I'm at 226 so lost just 4 lbs again but haven't really had any significant loss for about 9 months and finding I have little to no motivation. I guess it probably doesn't help that my marriage broke down and also was diagnosed with Arthritic Hips so exercising is difficult too due to constant intense pain but am I just giving myself excuses? Just can't seem to kick myself in the ass hard enough to get back on the right path!!

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