Why....Why am I doing this?

Sep 30, 2010

I''m sick of being fat
People ignore me or interrupt when I speak because of how I look
My children need an active Mommy
I want to run
I want to complete a marathon
I don't want to shop in the fat girl store anymore
I want to wear a bra like its soppossed to be worn
I want to smile when I'm naked
I don't want to have high blood pressure, a heart attack, diabetes, hip replacement, knee replacement, breathing problems
I want to be strong
I want to get through a day where my feet arn't sore
I never want another lecture about what I'm eating
I want to go ice skating with my kids
I wanna dance and smile at the same time
I wanna feel sexy
Thats all I can think of for the moment....but theres alot more....

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