120lbs gone

Jan 15, 2011

Well its been 6 months and here I am 120lbs gone. sounds like soo much but I dont see it as much when i look at myself. Others keep telling me they can tell but mostly they say they can see it in my face. Its crazy to think ive lost so much but still have so much to loose. I feel embarassed to tell people about it because I feel like they are going to be shocked at how much I wieghed. I never expected to feel like that. I thought id be all kinds of excited to shout how much ive lost but I just feel embrased about it because I dont look like ive lost that much.

I do have to say, i find myself feeling better every day. I want to go places I dont feel like people are looking at me because of my wieght but because im hot. lol I havent had any vomiting and very little nausea. I feel very lucky that I have had no issues with food at all. Now that I know how to eat I dont have the stomach pain I used to get when eating too fast.  I do have to say I wish i had more consequenses for eating the bad stuff. i wish I would get sick or dump but I dont and I am pretty much able to eat anything I want. I am a good girl though and stick to the basic rules, protien, little sugar and fat. etc...

My nutritionist says I am loosing slower than shed like but that I shouldnt worry some people do. her goal for me is to be around 200lbs at 2 years. I dont see any problem reaching that in the next 6 months. I have my own goal and that is to be at 180lbs by my one year mark.. I dont see any reason I shouldnt be able to make this goal as I only have 90lbs left. no prob. but it wont be the end of the world if I dont make it as long as I continue loosing and feel good.

 Well hopefully it wont take me 6 months to update again. I hope everyone has the success that I have had. 

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