The Jitters are here! Its bout that time...... 7 whole days and and I 'll be on that bench. I''m still excited and dnt have any doubts about my decision. I wanna thank god for making this possible. I wanna thank Brenda Barber my mom that watchin me also and will be there to see me do great and be successful. My dad, hes been by myside wit the ups and downs thru it all. My wifey, who haves bein doin the same and bein stict on me. Toni oh my goodness you have been my rock thru it all honey made me do the shakes had me walkin when I was tired and so on much luv to you too.  Friends that supported me and knew this day will come when I was bout to give up. My aunt that had me walkin that mall when she knew I wanted to get sum of this cookies that was smellin so good when we walk by The Great Cookie. All my oh fam witout u real talk i would have been blind goin into this. And last but not least I dnt remember her name but I saw her in a chat room talkin about surgery and gave me this website to learn about weightloss and how to start my new life so mad luv goes out to u also. My kids are excited also cant say that enough its for them, just as much its for me. Eboni Tyrez and Jamira mom luvs u so much and proud to have u rugrats in my life. Just a lil ty note for all and goood luck to everyone thats had, havin or still fighting to get this surgery. its a long rode trust I know. but u will get there

It have been along rode but I'm at the door bout to open it. I did all I could to lose 30 pds and now I will get a date. I have went up to 434 pds and now I'm 401 . Wow never thought I would get that big. But I  did and i'm dealin wit it. I went on a liquid diet for two weeks and lost 20pds on that, the other 13pds came off on cuttin sugar and carry out food. Now I'm just waiting for erica to call and let me know the date will keep you posted on that. 
 

Just finish the 6 month nut class that my ins needs. Thank god I thot it would never be over. Now I'm just waiting till they send my ins papers off an see if I will be approved once again. So until then I will keep you posted.