7 Days Left / thinking alot

Dec 11, 2012

Well I have 7 days left til surgery    , I have been thinking alot and I am not really scared to go under the knife.. I am a firefighter and really have never been scared to even go into a burning building, why would I be scared to go under the knife,, ( My mom always says, she has to be scared for me, cuz  I'm not. haha) I guess I am scared to fail my diet more than anything, but I can do this.                               I talked to my husband and he is nervous about my surgery, not cuz I am going to lose weight but because he is afraid I won't wake up from surgery .. I also talked to him about after my weight loss if he would still love me, his answer was perfect he said " I married you for whats inside, not outside" ... that made me feel good.. My husband has ALWAYS been a whole 150 lbs and short.  My children do not know this is a weight loss surgery also, all they know is I am having my hernia repaired. They aren't expressing any fear of what upcoming.. I have always cared for everyone else, and never cared about myself so now its my turn to turn my life around and become healthy......               I am excited to start my new journey

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