By this time tomorrow, I'll be in the OR!

Jan 23, 2010

It's all a bit surreal, really.  I'm a bit freaked out, had a bit of a crying fit yesterday because I'm scared, but it was over quickly.  I am so secure in my decision.  It doesn't change all the uncertainties.  At this point, I just want to get it over with.  I keep telling myself, I may be miserable for a few days or maybe weeks, but it'll all be worth it.  It will all be worth it.  It will all be worth it.  This is my mantra.

I'm getting closer to meeting another goal - to be able to set up a wii fit character.  I haven't weighed since Thursday, but with the optifast, I wouldn't be surprised if I meet this goal in the upcoming week.  Now, to have the hubby buy it for me.  =)

Alright, everyone, I have an insane day ahead of me - open house, private house showing, picking up my parents.  I'll likely not be on until post op.  Thanks for all your pre-op love and support - I would be lost without OH and all my new friends here!

See you on the loser's bench!
<3
Laurie  =) 

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