Under a Microscope

Mar 16, 2010

K...this is going to be nothing less than a venting session......so bare w/ me as I let out my frustrations....but seriously WTF!!!!!  So I told a few people about my WLS decision at work, some family, etc.  Now I'm feeling like a living organism being viewed diligently under a freakin microscope!  Scenario....I walk in this morning...someone brought cookies...so I grab some coffee and take 3 cookies....they're small I figure what the heck...I get stares from coworkers and then someONE has the nerve to say "oh, Carol, you're aren't serious about losing weight, honey...you're gonna need a lot more will power than that.." It also happened this past weekend....family had a BBQ, was eating a plate of food, chicken salad, rice, etc.....and my cousin makes a stooopid comment like, "you know you're not gonna be able to eat like the way you do when you get the surgery".....I'm like DUH! ...  UGGGHHHH!    Didn't these peope learn from their mommas or their Kindergarten teacher that famous rule of..."If you can't say something nice, shut the F up!"  I wonder if this is how its gonna be from now on...wondering if after I get the surgery, all eyes will be on me, seeing how I progress, or not progress....well really all I gotta say is "screw em!"...If I succeed or don't succeed, it isn't anybody's business but my own.  And I DO NOT HAVE TO MEASURE UP to ANYONE'S expectaions, but my own!"  K, I said my piece, Ima let it go now!  Thanks for listening.....Have a great day/week/month all! 

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Murrieta, CA
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10/29/2010
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Feb 01, 2010
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