ONEDERLAND

Aug 12, 2010

August 12, 2010


Finally made it!! I weighed 199 this morning. I wanted to cry. It has been a VERY long time since I have been in the 100's. I am not going to know how to act when I reach 150. I am very excited but at the same time a little scared. I know that sounds crazy but I am venturing into the unknown, the I haven't been there before stage. I can finally feel bones under my skin, and that is so crazy to me. I will need to start buying some clothes now so that should be exciting. I had size 16s in my closet, but only a few from when I lost weight 5-years ago. I wouldn't get rid of them because I was so proud when I wore them last. I could only get down to 210 before the weight started creeping back on.

This is real. How am I supposed to feel? Everyone said be prepared for a wild ride. It is a wild ride.

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