Mackie_4
Sept 6, 2010
Sep 06, 2010
Well my Lap. Roux-n-Y is scheduled for September 22,2010. I start my Optifast shakes on Wednesday Sept 8.So I am needing to measure my body, weigh myself and take photos for my starting point. I am feeling a number of emotions ranging from excitement to fear. As I get ready for my big day, my Mom is terminally ill with cancer and has a few compression fractures in her spine and is in an enormous amount of pain which doctors are trying to control. So at the moment, I am trying to care for her to a degree, yet keep my own health as my priority. But hell there is alot of guilt and feelings that go with all of it.