New For Me

Jan 24, 2010

Well this is all new for me. I've had my first consult with my PCM and have an apt with the surgeon on Feb 4th. I'm very nervous as I don't know what to expect. I've been researching for the past 7 hours straight so I think I'll take a break from that. I'm excited though. For the first time in a long time I feel hope. I've been praying for so long, begging the Lord to MAKE me thin. And for the first time I feel like I have some direction. So I'm excited. A little! I'm not sure how long the process is going to take but I hope it isn't going to drag on and on. I've been fat for so long I just want to get the show on the road. God's timing. That's what is important. It feels good to blog this out. I think I may keep at it!

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